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Subject: 1/30/07 HALT
 
A little yellow Post-It Note hung on my refrigerator for years.  It read:
Hungry
Angry
Lonely
Tired
It was given to me by my counselor, Rene Haller, back in that other lifetime.    It meant exactly what it said:  never let yourself get too hungry, angry, lonely, or tired.  Sadly, Rene passed away in 2002, and the sticky wore off my Post-It ... the paper is gone.  But I remember Rene, & I remember her words.   And I remember to follow her advice, whenever I can. 
 
Tom is on his way home.  He left Tulsa with the motorhome a few hours ago.  He needs to get home, then back to Denver in time to catch a flight to Tulsa tomorrow (he still has that 2 month old plane ticket).  Mom is tentatively scheduled to leave Tulsa on Thursday (one of us can ride with her).  She will be going to Denver, for her upcoming surgeries.      
    I doubt Mom will get to visit the Chapel before she leaves St Francis.
    As far as my heart is concerned, Mom is coming home.  Less than 3 hours away.
 
Today was better than yesterday. 
    Tom tells me that once Mom's legs have been positioned for her, she can pull herself upright, without even using her trapeze.  She can sit up in bed by herself, & can sit there for 45 minutes.  She usually doesn't like it one bit! 
    She can also lift her left leg off the bed, to have a pillow positioned under it.
    And today she earned the privilege of eating REAL non-pureed food!